You’re ashamed of me
You feel uncomfortable in public
You have no problem with people thinking you’re single
You think being affectionate is weird
And
You wonder why I feel like this.
so my 21st birthday is coming up (April 23rd) and i don’t know what to do for it because i don’t really have many friends.. i want it to be awesome and special, what do i do?
maybe there’s a reason we can’t love without each other. a reason why you know me inside and out. a reason that i feel whole when i’m with you. our relationship has been like a light switch the past year, but you better get used to the light because i’m never turning it off again.
pretend you like me
make plans with me
cancel the plans
and not text back
he pretty much made me break up with him.
he kept pushing me to say it, maybe so he didnt have to.
who knows.
just weighed myself and i lost 6lbs from last week! :DD
i’ve noticed lately that my stomach has been getting smaller and today it was verified.
i put on a shirt that used to be “snug” and its loose now. :J
i have really small wrists and ankles,
just waiting for the rest of my body to catch up
i wish i could fall asleep.
i wish i wasn’t depressed.
i wish i wasn’t crazy.
i wish he understood.
i wish i could talk to him.
i wish i wasn’t repulsive.
